I've been watching my food intake for awhile now! Really trying to stop eating too much, sometimes i actually overeat, and i was totally unaware. Until the next few days i recall myself having too much of a feast! K no, thats why i came to my senses. I eat when i need to. Hahahahah!!!1 Damn, why does this sound so sad to me?
Finally, the long awaited festive season is once again here. I kinda look forward to it, but yet i dont. Its like how you want to eat, but you know you shouldnt? Haahah. See, it all comes down to food. But thats beside point, i look forward to all the red packets and food! Abalone!! But i just hate meeting all those people and they'll start asking you stuff like, what are you doing now? What will you do in future? All those questions that will bring you hell suddenly.
But before it all starts, i have so much to do yet so little time. I need a manicure badly. Good friends will know what always happen to my half coloured nails! Hhahaah. And my hair... It needs resurrection, BADLY! Sera just took a photo of my hair from the back, and it look totally hideous!!! They need some dye. Even though my cny shopping has been a breeze, but the thought of getting new shoes just slipped off my mind!
Anywayyyy, i cant believe zk and i were having problems but i didnt know! So much for being an awesome girlfriend. But we're all fine now. I dont know, sometimes i always think his nose is the start of all problems. Stupid sinus or whatever you call that! I will burn you away!!
Yay long holiday coming! ^^
My weekend burnt out really fast. Whyyyyy...whyy....??
Once again, its monday. I hate it! Went for Chingay rehearsal on sat. My legs were so tired i couldnt feel them. Not that i did much, but it was really tiring!! Met up with the clique but i couldnt stay up any longer, so left only after frolick. Sorry guys!! If i dont leave any faster, zk wouldnt have the ability to talk to me, cause he'll be dead asleep.
We both woke up late the next day. Totally didnt have time for anything much. We were rushing, literally! Wait.. What's new? But i had my favourite Tang Yuan at beach road.. Been spending way to much these days!! No, that's not all. I've to spend more this coming week. Wait till you know what i'm getting. heeheh
Anyway, to sum up. I hate today! Zk is being such an asshole. Wait, you think he's an awesome guy.. Yeahh he used to be! He really was. But now, I can't wait for him to go back to normal, seriously! Its always times like this, i hate to owe him anything! Not even a 5 cent coin!!
Yeah do i owe you anything? Piss me off badly, i will return you everything!
Everything has been funny these days. I haven't been myself lately except at work. Or school maybe. Its probably the place i wanna be at right now. I don't know. Maybe because, i don't have to bother about my feelings and i can just do whatever i want. I can totally forget anything i want.
Sucks to be me right now. There's something wrong with life recently, really. I hate it all of a sudden.
Maybe i just need some food therapy. SO DONT DEPRIVE ME OF IT. IF NOT YOU DESERVE TO DIE!
oh fuck, maybe its pms.
Anyway....
Today someone asked me, "are you a boyfriend kinda person, do you always make him pay for you and does he always carry stuff for you?"
I pondered and i finally told her, "I don't think so. I cannot imagine myself next to my boyfriend every single day. I have no idea how to face him everyday especially since we've not seen each other 7 days a week before. Besides i would hate myself to do that. And my bf pays for me at times. (I pay for some too okay!) But its unhealthy."
Then i thought even more, and i know myself too well. Sometimes i really dont like it when some guys try to tell me that they should pay for girls. Goes the same for, "Let me carry that for you, its too heavy, I dont think you can carry it." Thats bull!!
Carry them yourself, woman! Surely girls aren't so weak huh! And because of the majority, we're sterotyped.
I don't know man. I know i don't owe any guy a living, for sure! And i'm happy zk respects me with whatever i do. Except, he always thinks that i don't know certain stuff (i do know actually) And its annoying the shit outta me cause its basically insulting my intelligence!
Fuck, i'm so honest.
So... Whats your view?
Headed to Sentosa for a tan. Sun was burning hot. But we did not stay long cause i dont want to get skin cancer/sun burnts. I finally set foot in there after a really really long time. Our faces turned really red and started burning but its all right now. Thank goodness. I don't want my face to look so bad!!
Had Koi again and i totally maxed out my sugar level. Awesome! But i'm craving for Cupwalker's jasmine milk tea now!! I also had mongkok's dim sum and it was the best! Never fail to make me satisfied always! You should totally check out the dim sum. Hehehee.
Did i mention, i caught the spy next door too. It was good. We kept laughing! Except Jackie Chan's accent sounded really weird. And in between, zk and i had a popcorn fight. He spitted his popcorn seed right in my face!!! And i grabbed a bunch of popcorn and stuff them into his mouth, nonstop!
Okay la, it was funny and it complimented the movie. Hahahahah!!
Once again, its monday. :(((( Why is friday so close to monday, and monday so far away from friday?! I hate 9am lectures!
